The Conversation

Sometimes people avoid the conversation because they afraid to hear the result ... since it may ruin the comfortable limbo, ruin the illusion of expectation and been forced to face the complicated reality.

On one hand, I always want to talk to him, to know what he's been up to, to know that he's alright and whether he was thinking about me too. On the other hand, with no certainty, I don't know whether I want to put myself into this vulnerable state. So at one point, we have to do the conversation since uncertainty and vulnerability don't sit well together. 

Falling

Enjoying the butterflies in my stomach ...

If you ask me why, probably, because he makes me feel safe and comfortable

I still don't know where this relationship will go

But he definitely makes my days brighter