April

I will try to write regularly again. One thing I realize about working from home is the lack of boundary. Usually, I start my day with breakfast, reading some news or comics, taking shower and heading off to the office. But now it does not really matter if I take a shower or not or whether I change my cloths for days or not. There were still meeting in between, but as long as I dress up, the rest is kind of okay. So today I started running and after taking care of my physical health, it is good to take care of mental health by writing. I forget when (or why) I stopped writing regularly. It feels nice to be reflective again and re-thinking about what I want in life. My friend who I met in 2012 said that my life does not go anywhere. My confusion about what I want in life is similar to what I complained to him in 2014. Probably, I fall into one of Einstein's dream spaces where I keep on repeating the same routine over and over, a space where life is a sum of repeated events.

I also want to detach my life from my phone. I will combine my work with more readings and writing without internet connection. Probably walking to the park is also a nice distraction to be motivated again. Just like the old time when my friends I got bored at the afternoon and we had this nice walk around the campus. I miss Europe's nature and since I can do nothing about that I should just focus on what I can do to create the new comfort zone.