Berlabuh

Saat lelah melangkah 

ingin rasanya berhenti 

Pada ruang bernama rumah

pada tempat berlabuhnya hati

Kini kembali itu masih bukan di sini

Gypsy

I'd been living in seven houses in the last 5 years, excluding places for my field work. I guess it's time to settle down. To love and to stay rather than to love and to be away. Despite I am not a novel in moving, the sadness is always there ...

Move On

I am not sure how long it's going to take to move on ... To be all right again in the new place. I am on my denial phase. I have not start packing despite the date is getting closer. I don't know how to feel. I know I am going to be okay. I just don't know when.

Vampire

I won't come in,
if you don't let me in

Pembimbing Ganteng

Entah kenapa dunia jadi cerah ceria kalau ketemu dia dan mendengar kata-kata, "hi Yuti." Somehow, my name sounded more beautiful. 

Anak bimbingan dudul :D

Chance

Do we still have a chance to make it work?

Farewell Oma ...

The saddest thing of being away is that I could not be there when I wanted it the most. No more orchid on (grand)mother's day. No more smile ... God, how I hate my PhD right now.

I know this is for the best. I know I could do nothing. But I hate for not seeing her for the last time.

And I know playing sad music does not really help. But I just want to cry. alone. without anyone asking me how I feel.

When PhD is not fun anymore ...

... it means it's time to end it

Selamat Ulang Tahun Yuti!

Kemala

Ada seribu satu argumen yang menyatakan hubungan ini tidak akan berhasil. Ada terlalu banyak emosi yang terlibat. Namun tiap kali ia hendak memutuskan hubungan dengan Andre, tiap kali pula ia luluh. Ia seolah tidak memiliki kuasa atas dirinya sendiri tiap kali ia berhadapan dengan Andre. Ia tahu ia harus tegas tapi ia tidak bisa ....

Surat untuk Dia

Tiap kali aku melihat statusmu di jejaring sosial, aku selalu menahan diri untuk tidak menyapamu. Aku tak mau mengoyak ruang pribadimu yang terlihat rapuh. 

Semoga kau baik-baik saja