Hey!

Hey!
I'm talking to you

Look!
I'm talking to my blog

After several days life with my laptop...

NB: hey Yut, stop blogging its time to work :(

Jenuh

Days full of deadlines...

Senin... perbaikan laporan
Selasa... ikut game sistem dinamik
Rabu... satu artikel profil
Kamis... paper singkat tentang organisasi
Jum'at... bahan presentasi
Sabtu... satu artikel profil
Ahad... satu artikel profil yang terakhir
Senin... draft kedua laporan energi
Selasa... kunjungan lapangan
Rabu...

Can we stop the list? I need a break
Exhausted. Tired. Bored.

Feel a little bit miss orientation.

What am I doing?
Am I on the right track?
Is this what I want?

Senyum

:)

You bright up my day!

Paradox

"I won't hold you... not if that can make you hurt."
"And how do you know the opposite won't hurt me?"
"I don't know, but we can try it."
"You make everything seems so easy ..."
"Please don't say that... you know it isn't true," his face frozen.
"Forgive me."
I always do. Don't you realize that? I'm eager to face everyone in this the world except you. How do you expect me to react if everything I do seems to be wrong? The worst part, I'm the one who did it. It drives me crazy.

The silence covers them both. No one have the courage to break it while the restaurant will be closed in a minute.

"I'll drive you home..." Good bye, I wont meet you again.
"No."
"You don't want me to drive you home?"
"Please don't go..."
"We've been through this session. I can't do it anymore."
"For me?"
"Don't give me that look, it's killing me."
"So why you dare to say good bye..."
"I say nothing about goodbye."
"Your eyes did."
He know she is right, but what else can he do?
"It's late, your parent will start to worry. I'll drive you home. We can continue to discuss it later."

Balance

When things turn out of control

Wrong

Your eyes shadowed
Hurt, unpleasant feeling
I could be wrong

Your gesture looks different
As if I can make you burden
I might be wrong

Your attitude...
abandon me
I hope I'm wrong

Runaway

Why I keep on doing this?
The time has shorten
and all I'm doing is collecting
It's time to write isn't it?

Face the difference
Learn something new
and then you become stronger
It's time to face the truth

Ready or not, I guess I have to face it...

My Dear

Do you still remember our last chat?
Time when I can tell you everything
Time when I can share my deepest dream and fear
Time when I'm sure that you're the only one I count on

I keep talking to you
Literally...
whether my heart betray me or not

I'm loosing you
and it scares me

Can you forgive me?

Biru

Kesadaran itu membuat ia bertahan. Karakter khas yang tak jua berubah. Tapi waktu telah mengajarinya banyak. Lebih dari yang ia duga. Dan meski mulanya ia merutuki hal itu setengah mati, kini ia mulai menemukan kembali dirinya ditengah segala hal yang terjadi.

NB: lumayan jadi ketemu kelinci ;p

What If ...

The time elapse
Would you still have memories about me?

Elegy

"I hope you know the consequences," she said with a high tone.
"Yes... I wish I can do something to fix it... but I can't. There is no other way. I hope someday you will understand."
"No, I won't. I refuse to understand. Why can you this to me? After what we've been through..."
"My apologize..."
"You can keep those words."
"Please..."
"I'm the one who have to say please... I wish I don't have to meet you again."
"If that can make you happy..."
"Yes, it can. Now, please go."

Pemimpi

Ia tertawa... renyah
Hey, seharusnya aku yang tertawa. Bukan kau! Kau dengan mimpimu yang seolah menantang dunia.

Entah kenapa tawanya menular. Mimpi yang terasa muskil itu kini tampak sedikit lebih nyata. Hanya sedikit. Tapi itu sudah cukup.

Mmm... mungin aku sudah jadi gila.

Tentang Seseorang

Seperti masuk dalam mimpi yang salah...

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