Paradox

"I won't hold you... not if that can make you hurt."
"And how do you know the opposite won't hurt me?"
"I don't know, but we can try it."
"You make everything seems so easy ..."
"Please don't say that... you know it isn't true," his face frozen.
"Forgive me."
I always do. Don't you realize that? I'm eager to face everyone in this the world except you. How do you expect me to react if everything I do seems to be wrong? The worst part, I'm the one who did it. It drives me crazy.

The silence covers them both. No one have the courage to break it while the restaurant will be closed in a minute.

"I'll drive you home..." Good bye, I wont meet you again.
"No."
"You don't want me to drive you home?"
"Please don't go..."
"We've been through this session. I can't do it anymore."
"For me?"
"Don't give me that look, it's killing me."
"So why you dare to say good bye..."
"I say nothing about goodbye."
"Your eyes did."
He know she is right, but what else can he do?
"It's late, your parent will start to worry. I'll drive you home. We can continue to discuss it later."