Rambling

I have to work on five more sets but even thinking about it gives me headache, so here I am, hiding from my responsibility by writing nonsense. Thinking what to think, the art of procrastinating, or simply running away. 

If you remember certain things from the past, does it mean you miss the place or the person? Or that is only a memory, a fraction cell in your brain that grows with you. What do you consider as home? I think after my grandmother pass away, I don't really have a definition of home. Home is a place where you feel attached and somehow, I don't feel attached to anything right now. I have a job but since it has an expired date, I don't really prepare myself to settle in. Somehow, I am still considering to return to Bandung, but don't know whether there is a possibility for me to work there and also the type of job that fits me. 

I have been checking places I want to visit after Covid as well. Probably going to a beach. But traveling alone has lost some of its charm. When I was younger, I enjoyed traveling alone. Meeting people or simply being invisible in the crowd, but nowadays, I prefer to be alone in a familiar place where I know what to expect. Probably, I lost my adventurous side or I never had one to begin with. 

So why do you keep posting in English? I think because currently, I am on my writing period, I prefer to think in one language to make the process faster. Although the main problem is probably the lack of data. Oh well, back to work.