Currently, I am doing a detox to online relationship. I really don't know what to expect from online platform and the interactions over there kind of drained my energy. I am naturally bad at introducing myself to new people, adding the artificial space made it hundred time worse. Probably, since the platform is an instant thing, people were quite straight forward on what they want or in other cases, just come and go as they please. There is nothing wrong with that as long every one accept it as the norm. And even when that is the common norm, there are always exception. I usually ignore people that I am not attract me but sometime people are bad at reading sign. Does it make me a bad person?
Is it possible to have a deeper conversation beyond daily activities? I even don't know whether I can fall in love through mediation and not by meeting the person directly. The person who can increase my heart rate only by his smile and turn my face red with his words or just simply doing activities together without a word. Funny, a picture entered my mind when I wrote the latter. I was working when he came and said, "can I work here, I don't want to be alone?" There was that as well, a strange relationship.
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