Yesterday, I have been busy preparing for the housewarming party. In the morning, I went to my old house to take letters and after that my day was full with shopping, cooking, watching movie and eating, a lot of eating. It's nice to have friends and able to spend time with them in person. If there is something I learn from COVID, one of them is to be grateful of physical activities. The latter also adds a new realization on the imaginary life I had with the Knight. While I like to send him pictures to places I visited, he never did the same. Sometimes he sent me a fictional picture with no spatial attachment. The bright side, it made the process of moving on easier since we had no attachment to the reality. Sometimes I am still wondering what my life would be with him since I found him attractive, but the frequency become less.
I also met a new man. He is nice. He did not give a firework sensation but I know I can trust him. In the 'Suitable Boy' miniseries, his character resonates with Haresh, not the most dashing character but the most responsible who at the end, gets Lata's heart.
So for the Knight, this is me accepting you letting me go, and it's time for me to letting you go as well.
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