After thinking all the negative possibilities, the positive always started to flow back. Can we give our relationship another chance? We were happy back then, aren't we? You became the highlight of my day with your weirdness, which I currently miss. We like to call each other names, my favorites are grumpy panda, handsome or rabbit since you have this black circle under your eyes for working late at night. You liked to call me cheesecake or beautiful. Initially, we were imagining a life together, a generic template on having a relationship but by time, it developed into a personalized version of our characters, which made me longing for more.
I think one of the hardest thing about moving on is to beat your own hope of having a beautiful life together. I want you to be happy ... but I want that happiness to be with me.
It has been four days without you and I still want you.
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