An anti-climax, I know, ahahaha. I thought I was able to end the whole mourning thing after the tenth day but the silence only made me crazy so when I had a coding problem, I contacted him in a professional manner. I think the early no contact had done its magic. There are some theories saying that for one year relationship, you need one month of no contact or similar to 1/12. Since I started to video call him on 11 August and we broke up on 11 October, 60/12 is equal to 5 days. Yeah, I have passed the number and based on that weird theory, I am allowed to contact him again, so I did.
Knowing that he is coping made me relieve. Although I won't be able to see him with somebody else since it will make me jealous, I pray that his next relationship will be a happy one, even without me.
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