These last couple of days, time run slowly, whereas my months with him went like a blink of an eye. It's weird how we are able to create a space for the two of us where time just went by like that. Our video calls also worked in that way, every time we targeted to take a small break from our works, it became hours. We just could not get enough of each other. At the end, we just said, "hey, I wanna see you." We did not care anymore how often it was or who initiated it, we just wanted to be together. It would be easier if we were together in a single space, we could just do our activities with the other person on our side.
Currently, I develop a new weird hobby, I like to look at him on Telegram. Looking at him online already made me happy. Knowing that he existed in the other part of the world and that he was using the same application as me.
God, it's hard. He is everything I want but he decided to left me for somebody else.
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